This was my first time, with all the play and fun and naughty things I had done in my 'grown up' life I had never actually had more than one man inside me at once. This was going to be my first time.
Here I was, on my hands and knees, filled to overflowing with the sweet, thick cock of my boyfriend as he lay below me. I was looking down into his loving blue eyes as he kissed me deeply, holding my face in his hands and trying not to move which was difficult considering the grip my wet, tight pussy had on him. Every part of my body pulsed and quivered, gripped and squeezed his iron hard cock while I felt my lover crawl up on the bed behind me. He was panting slightly and I knew that the sight of me impaled on another mans cock was invoking feelings of jealousy but also fierce lust, I also knew he was curious to know how it would feel being in my ass as this was something we had never done yet.
I took a deep breath as I felt his fingers rubbing the cool jell into my tiny hole, dipping in slightly and massaging to loosen the ring. He is also quite large, a long thick cock with a nicely shaped head that is wonderful when slowly sliding in and out of my swollen lips but I knew it was going to be an ordeal fitting him inside my ass,,,,especially when I was already filled to bursting with the thick hard cock of my man throbbing inside my pussy. I waited patiently, teasing Mike by squeezing him with my inner muscles,,,,leaning down to lick his lips, tease his mouth, my tongue flirting with his....God I love the way this man kissed me. His oral talents were outstanding and the things he could do to me with that mouth were enough to make my mouth dry and my pussy sodden. As we kissed and he stroked my face, my eyes, my hair and my cheeks behind me I could feel my baby rubbing the length of his cock up and down the crack of my ass....I was enjoying the sensation and could not help but roll my hips a little which was enough to make Mike moan. I tensed a little as I felt Steve pushing the tip of the head of his cock against my asshole,,,,I knew he would not hurt me but it was an instinctive move and caused him to stop moving and just run his hands up and down my hips and over my ass using his fingers again to massage and loosen me. I pushed back against his fingers trying to let him know it was o.k., I trusted him. Then he pushed again, every so slowly, letting me push back as i became more comfortable and better able to acommodate his size. Almost as if they had worked this out between them, Mike ran his hands around the back of my head and pulled me into a deep kiss while at the same time pulling back his hips just a little, the moment he pulled back Steve pushed and the head of his cock slid inside the tight ring of my asshole. I gasped with shock and pain and pleasure and froze for a second. I held my breath not wanting to move yet, trying to separate the feelings of both of my most private body parts being filled, invaded, impaled by the thick, hard cocks of the two men I cared most about.
How I could love two such completely different men so fully and so completely is a mystery. I have no illusions that either one will ever be mine (although what my mind 'knows' and what my heart hopes for are not even close to the same) , perhaps that is why I allow myself to love them both so much.....I will not have to choose between them. As bittersweet as it may be the fact that they are both completely comitted to another gives me the freedom to give myself completely to them. Not the same by any means, I would much prefer a different outcome, one where they could both be mine,,,,,but. they each draw out of me a completely different emotion, need and want....and with each I feel a different part of myself responding.
Steve is my lover, and my passion.....he is tall and beautiful and soft and gentle and romantic and sensitive and tender and passionate and sweet and funny and intelligent and has a naughty side that just turns me on....When he wraps his arms around me I feel loved, surrounded by warmth and need and desire, when he kisses me I can feel his heart and I melt into his lips. He is my love, he appears in my life every few weeks and it is instant passion between us. The chemistry is undeniable, the heat unquenchable and when he is laying in my arms, holding me, penetrating me, gently moving inside me he is all mine,,,,just for the few precious moments we have together, he is all mine. He moves inside me as if he cannot get deep enough in, holds me as if he cannot hold tight enough or for long enough and he speaks to me sweet, precious, loving words that both melt and break my heart. He will always be my lover, at least in my heart and so often at times I ache for wanting to hold him, touch him and have him whisper that he has missed me so much. Steve is the one I fantasize about running away with, some warm and sunny beach where we would lie beside each other listening to the waves roll in, holding hands and sharing steaming kisses while we tease and flirt with each other. I would go with him anywhere he wanted me to go and stay with him as long as he wanted me to stay,
Mike is my boyfriend, he is my man, my friend and my mate, He is tall and big and strong and handsome and funny and tender and gentle and loving and truly makes me feel as if he wants to know 'me'. I feel instantly safe when his strong arms hold me close, I put my head on his chest and know deep inside that he will always keep me close to his heart . He pays attention to my expressions, my mannerisms and my tone and my body language and he gently but firmly insists on my opening up completely to him. Mike is the man I see myself strolling down the beach picking up shells and stooping to peer into tidal pools with, the one who will toss me into the water and laugh when I get sand in my bathing suit but will be there with a strong arm in case I ever get knocked over by a big wave. He is the one I see myself laughing with, goofing off with, getting serious with and the one who I see running to when I need a shoulder to cry on. I know in my heart that he will wrap me up tight in his arms and stroke my hair and tell me to "let it go, let it out sweetheart, I am here". When this man touches me, my skin wants to curl up around his fingers. when he smiles my lips ache from wanting to kiss him, when he runs his hand slowly and gently up my thigh, my flesh melts and the secret intimate parts of me clench and moisten. He is the secret smile I get at any and all hours of the day or night,,,,,the one whose voice sends a rush of butterflies down into the pit of my stomach and whose glance can make my knees weak. Anything I can imagine myself doing, I can imagine doing it with him....
As my body relaxed I could feel both of my men waiting, waiting for me to indicate comfort and give them the go ahead. I took a deep breath and reached back to grasp Steves thighs pulling him in closer. As he pushed carefully but firmly I lowered myself completely onto Mike, letting his thick cock fill me, his hands grasping my hips and his eyes glued to mine....I could feel him pulsing and swelling inside me as he concentrated to keep control. I had no idea I could feel this full, my pussy was stretched beyond belief and now with my ass slowly being filled also, I ached inside so deep and sweet. I felt Steve sliding deep inside until his belly was pushed up tight against my ass and I could not discern where one cock began and the other ended. He held still for a few seconds, running his hands up and down my back and bending over to kiss my shoulders then began to slide out again, I groaned with the sensation of being stuffed full, I could feel my body stretching to accommodate both my men. filled me beyond capacity. They both slowly started to move, working together to create the maximum sensation....friction and massage and heat and moisture and sweat and panting,,,,,moving faster and with more urgency till they were close to the brink. I came to the edge of my own exctasy and fell screaming over the edge as they held still....both murmuring and moaning, both kissing me and touching me........
My senses returned as Steve slowly withdrew from my aching asshole and helped me sit up and slide off of Mike. I could not take my eyes or hands off their bodies or their rock hard, twitching cocks....I pulled the condoms off both then licked and sucked each one, again and again until they were both leaking precum. Steve lay down on the bed and i positioned myself between his thighs, head down, licking and nibbling and sucking his balls and his cock, my ass was high up in the air, my thighs spread wide practically begging Mike to take his place between them. I heard him tear open another wrapper then felt the tip of his beautiful cock pushing itself slowly inside my lips. As he pushed himself slowly inside me I lowered my mouth onto Steves cock and swallowed, using my throat to massage his head while my tongue ran up and down the length of his shaft,,,,,I groaned deep in my chest and Mike bottomed out inside me and after grasping my hips firmly began to piston himself in and out of my sopping wet cunt. He used the full length of his cock to drive in and out of me, harder and faster as I bobbed my head up and down on the cock in my mouth. Slapping, wet noises, grunts and gasps, fingers squeezing, lips sucking and teeth nibbling,,,,I was impaled between these two beautiful men and could not imagine a better place to be. As my skin began to tingle and my pussy tightened deep inside I felt Steve thicken and harden in my mouth, Mike began to gasp in earnest and I felt his cock swelling inside my body,,,,,,,together we crested that peak and fell shouting and groaning over the edge, together, cumming and gasping and shuddering together......
I came to my senses laying between my lovers thighs, his hands gently stroking my hair while my man bent over me kissing my back and shoulders. This was one of those moments where fantasy and reality become so merged it is difficult to separate them again. For this moment I am content, satiated and sore, bruised and swollen and although exhausted still wanting more...........
